{"id":872,"date":"2011-05-03T08:52:33","date_gmt":"2011-05-03T15:52:33","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.nobiliserotica.com\/site\/?p=872"},"modified":"2011-05-03T08:52:33","modified_gmt":"2011-05-03T15:52:33","slug":"page-99","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/nobiliserotica.com\/site\/2011\/page-99\/","title":{"rendered":"Page 99"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Megan Mulry was talking about &#8220;Page 99&#8221; on Twitter, and I thought you might be interested in seeing page 99 of &#8220;Pirates&#8221;. \u00a0After the jump&#8230;<\/p>\n<p><!--more--><\/p>\n<p>&#8230;were doomed.<\/p>\n<p>Star put the cap back on the bottle and popped his memory chip out of the console.<\/p>\n<p>He turned, saw the look on my face, and made a sad smile. \u201cI really am sorry. I tried the  best I know.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI know. It&#8217;s not your fault. I guess we&#8217;re just not meant for each other.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cIt is&#8230;kind of. I think.\u201d He sat on the bed and ran his hands through his hair. \u201cI need  to tell you something. You deserve to know.\u201d His eyes were full of pain and I was afraid  he would start crying again. \u201cBut I can&#8217;t do it now. Tomorrow, okay?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I sat down next to him and took his hand. \u201cOkay.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>It wasn&#8217;t until we got to the communications cluster the next day that we could talk  about what had happened the night before. The privacy chambers had no privacy; our workplace, however, was clear. The irony wasn&#8217;t lost on either of us.<\/p>\n<p>After we got the morning diagnostics and utilities started, and had the encryption  utility loaded up, I called Star over to my desk. I put a training holo on, in case anyone  came in, and took his hand. \u201cThere was something more you wanted to tell me, last  night.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI don&#8217;t&#8230;feel anything&#8230;when I touch you. I&#8217;m not like other guys. The only way I  could finish was by thinking of&#8230;\u201d He swallowed and stared down at his feet. \u201cThinking  of someone else. A man.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWell then, I guess we&#8217;re even,\u201d I said. \u201cI have the same problem.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBut&#8230;it&#8217;s okay for you to be attracted to men.\u201d The pain and shame in his voice was  gone, replaced by confusion.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNo, no&#8230;ugh. I mean, I\u201fm attracted to women. I saw Valka Parl naked, just for a  moment, when she was changing out of an airsuit after emergency training, and I think  of that sometimes.\u201d I squeezed his hand and looked around the room. \u201cMy mom says I  might not get pregnant the first time. We might have to try again.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>He grunted.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cMaybe if we agree that it\u201fs okay to think about whatever we need to think about to  get through it, just for the two of us, it might be a little better?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYeah. That would make it better.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I looked over at the console, realizing I had missed something important. \u201cWhere did  you get that Merchant holo, anyways?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Megan Mulry was talking about &#8220;Page 99&#8221; on Twitter, and I thought you might be interested in seeing page 99 of &#8220;Pirates&#8221;. \u00a0After the jump&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-872","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-update"],"acf":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/nobiliserotica.com\/site\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/872","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/nobiliserotica.com\/site\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/nobiliserotica.com\/site\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/nobiliserotica.com\/site\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/nobiliserotica.com\/site\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=872"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/nobiliserotica.com\/site\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/872\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/nobiliserotica.com\/site\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=872"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/nobiliserotica.com\/site\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=872"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/nobiliserotica.com\/site\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=872"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}